During my few days of serious emotional upheaval and general emotional breakdown I, in a exceptional moment of weakness, sent him an email.
It wasn't "Let's get back together" or "I miss you so much" it was just, "You were always good for a sanity check and a laugh, I hope you are well."
The instant I hit send all I could think was how stupid it was. What was I thinking. How desparate must I be to email him. And commenced praying, "Please don't respond, please don't respond, please don't respond!"
And he, being well and truly a Rat Bastard, answered in a way that has devasted me all over again. BOYS SUCK!
If your convictions cannot stand up to criticism then they are not worth defending. Gerald Lund
Monday, October 22, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Ready to Flee the Country
My passport came in the mail on Friday. My fugly photo notwithstanding (seriously it looks like I've got a huge cold sore on my lip!), I like the idea of being able to pick up and fly away at a moment's notice.
p.s. My passport came 3 weeks after I turned in the application. A lot sooner than I expected.
p.s. My passport came 3 weeks after I turned in the application. A lot sooner than I expected.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
News of The List
I'm going to Alaska in May! I found a really cheap cruise that will take me everwhere (Alaska) on The List. It also leaves room for some time in Seattle/Vancouver which would be great for some List items in one or both of those cities.
Vancouver has a bunch, I don't think I could cross them all off, but all the better to save for my "Rockies by Rail" adventure next year.
Also, the *almost definite* plan to spend a week in Washington, D.C. in April where List items abound. I've really needed something to look forward to, and now I have it.
Vancouver has a bunch, I don't think I could cross them all off, but all the better to save for my "Rockies by Rail" adventure next year.
Also, the *almost definite* plan to spend a week in Washington, D.C. in April where List items abound. I've really needed something to look forward to, and now I have it.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
5 Things
1-Welcome to Nubbin #14! "L"-Bo shares his birthday with his namesake, my Grandfather.

2-I went to a Bees game recently where I nearly got hit in the head with a foul ball. It hit the seat right behind me! (I still had fun.)
3-I fell. Which doesn't seem like it would be a big deal. I was distracted, thinking about other things, was maybe a little upset and not paying attention. But it came on the heels of the recurrence of some other medical madness symptoms. (Several symptoms reared their ugly heads in a 2 week period.) Given the previous craziness I immediately made an appointment to see the neurologist. My appointment was today and I left with an appointment for another MRI and something new called...something...vascular...something. Those are scheduled for next week. Think happy thoughts, please!
4-Nicole Tucker, if you are reading this: email me at work, or at pseudoirishlass.
5-I know I've been slacking on the entries lately, and promise I'll try to do better.
2-I went to a Bees game recently where I nearly got hit in the head with a foul ball. It hit the seat right behind me! (I still had fun.)
3-I fell. Which doesn't seem like it would be a big deal. I was distracted, thinking about other things, was maybe a little upset and not paying attention. But it came on the heels of the recurrence of some other medical madness symptoms. (Several symptoms reared their ugly heads in a 2 week period.) Given the previous craziness I immediately made an appointment to see the neurologist. My appointment was today and I left with an appointment for another MRI and something new called...something...vascular...something. Those are scheduled for next week. Think happy thoughts, please!
4-Nicole Tucker, if you are reading this: email me at work, or at pseudoirishlass.
5-I know I've been slacking on the entries lately, and promise I'll try to do better.
Monday, August 06, 2007
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